Got the two shoots done yesterday. Quick lighting setup, dolly rigged up and some practice runs of the pan and move. Hammered through this entirely improvised bit of video and it was done. Did one thing for FRAMELINES and another video blog that will provide some content filler for the web. I like getting more work done, even when it’s small and unimportant to anyone but me. My teaching week ended last night at 10:00PM. Still have a seriously long day wrapping up the work project today after a semi-sleepless night. Tomorrow will be a planned trip to Ye Olde Hospital for a short stay. It seems my infections have migrated to a place potentially not good. I’m really not a fan of modern medicine right now, but I’ve got to do something.
I have a future. Sure, it feels more like I’m scrambling, but I’m not so depressed or pessimistic to give up the mathematical logic that there is something to look forward to. Even if I don’t know what they could be, there are always possibilities. I’m a big believer in the unknown. I don’t know anything for sure. I can get a solid idea, but I can never concede the possibility that I am infallible. I make mistakes and I have been wrong.
On the confusing side, there are some readers in Waltham for this blog. That’s significant because it was the town that Jerry Seinfeld’s finale episode took place in, but aside from that I have no clue what my life could hold as an interest to anyone I don’t know. As I’ve said before, this blog is both a journal for myself and a way for me to keep a handful of friends updated. Just because it is public, I forget that some strangers in the world might stumble upon it and read it. I assume it would be too boring or of so little interest no one would consistently read this.
“Baker baker, make me a day, make me whole again”
― Tori Amos