Insomnia sucks. I get bouts of this every now and then. Tossing and turning, unable to sleep, nothing on TV keeps your attention, thoughts flee and hide from coherency. All while you know you have to get up early the next day. Then you have an entire day where you know you will feel miserable until you can get sleep again. Then having two needy, spoiled cats just cement the entire idea of restful sleep. I’ve got one cat who needs to sleep on me, will bite me gently if I don’t acknowledge his presence. The other cat meows, purrs, and poos to get attention from the floor since he is made to feel unwelcome on top of the bed by the former.
I’m still slowly whittling away at the homestead. Whether it’s a new TV stand or an accent piece, little changes here and there. I don’t get into the petty materialism of it, as in I am not trying to make other people happy. It makes ME feel good and that’s why I do it. I’ve spent a lot of money on this place thus far. I found it more productive than wasting my time online or playing a video game.
Work continues, slowly, but not as glacial as the last year. Hitting a little bit every day helps. I will try to stoke the fires and keep this going. A lot to do, so little time.