Life goes on. I don’t know why, but it does. There are good days and there are bad days. Sometimes the days a dull, others are filled to the brim with excitement and adventure. Who knows what causes the patterns? I’m contemplative these days. The death of someone you know Read more
Not too long ago I had what I would consider a kind of spiritual experience. I felt as though something or someone was trying to tell me something and it wasn’t the kind of rational, corporeal experience I normally have. I don’t drink, nor do I do drugs (which is Read more
Yeah, still not feeling great. Another toothache and now the flu don’t exactly help. People take from these blogs whatever they want. I have no real control over that and it’s not really anything I care to correct. Misunderstandings, assumptions, and preconceived notions conspire to create whatever image of me Read more
So, it happened. I never intended to get someone’s entire YouTube account shut down, but that is exactly what happened. I know because it’s so easy in today’s world to obtain a video and to re-upload it yourself, but it doesn’t negate the fact the Intellectual Property laws are still Read more
I already know how this is going to play out. It’s not fair that I can see certain aspects of the future like a crystal ball. The truth is it wasn’t personal. I am on a content ID aware program that alerts me to ANYONE who uploads my own short Read more
There are some upsides to my world right now. I am eating much better. I cook a lot at home. I’m still walking between 1-4 miles 7 days a week at either Sharon Woods or High Banks Parks. I’ve lost over 30 pounds since June, although I am still very Read more
I made up a theme song that I sang at my ex girlfriend for about 10 years. If she’s seeing this, understand it’s not really personal, at this point, it ain’t about her. I’m over it, but I like the silliness of the song, nothing more, nothing less. I only Read more
It feels like there is novacaine in my soul. I have so little emotion about anything. I care about practically nothing. I love my cats. I derive a small amount of pleasure from watching the Daily Show, or reading a good book. Overall though, the passion of my life drained Read more
[img]http://www.sonnyboo.com/images1/blog/oct12/blog.jpg[/img] So another week has come and gone without nary a clue as to how to end my creative drought. I’ve been working on the homestead quite a bit. It has been stifling to have the living room unchanged since the divorce. Coming home and having nothing look or feel Read more
[img]http://www.sonnyboo.com/images1/blog/oct12/blog.jpg[/img] I wanted to mention something a little more uplifting than my last blog. My life is not completely devoid of anything positive, nor am I eyeballing headstones or writing overlong eulogies for my own funeral. Something keeps me going, and in some cases, it can be the simplest things. [img]http://www.sonnyboo.com/images1/blog/oct12/lorenzo.jpg[/img] Read more
So I’m going to try to shoot again soon. Writing is not my problem. It’s the making the movie part that has me a bit gunshy. I think I have developed a higher degree of obsessive compulsive disorder in some areas and have therapeutically resolved it in others. I am Read more