the journal of Peter John Ross

[img]http://www.sonnyboo.com/images1/blog/oct12/blog.jpg[/img] I wanted to mention something a little more uplifting than my last blog. My life is not completely devoid of anything positive, nor am I eyeballing headstones or writing overlong eulogies for my own funeral. Something keeps me going, Read more…

So I’m going to try to shoot again soon. Writing is not my problem. It’s the making the movie part that has me a bit gunshy. I think I have developed a higher degree of obsessive compulsive disorder in some Read more…

[img]http://www.sonnyboo.com/images1/blog/sept12/blog.jpg[/img] So I did make the time to go see RAIDERS OF THE LOST ARK in Imax. It was worth it for the sound alone. They had the audio cranked and the remastered 7.1 audio booming with every sound effect Read more…

[img]http://www.sonnyboo.com/images1/blog/sept12/blog.jpg[/img] And the days continue. Still no project on deck. Nothing jumping out at me. Not even the slightest twinkling of an urge to make a new movie about anything. This is worse than impotence. At least they have little Read more…

[img]http://www.sonnyboo.com/images1/blog/sept12/blog.jpg[/img] I feel better. I feel better in every way. I’m still not ready to commit to another project, but at least my health improved, and with it my attitude. Taking advice I initially scoffed at from Sean McHenry of Read more…

[img]http://www.sonnyboo.com/images1/blog/sept12/blog.jpg[/img] Recently I was accused of not accepting blame for anything I do and for enjoying the public spectacle. 3-4 years ago, this was very true. Today, not so much. I loathe going to social events, my blog has been Read more…

[img]http://www.sonnyboo.com/images1/blog/sept12/blog.jpg[/img] I’ve been working a lot this past week. It feels great compared to the past several months. Paid work is good since my expenses have tripled overnight. I took a week off teaching to handle the extra workload, but Read more…

[img]http://www.sonnyboo.com/images1/blog/sept12/blog.jpg[/img] So, it looks like my health ain’t gonna be great for a while. My body can’t fight off infections anymore. My white blood cell count is down. Still waiting on results about my kidneys. All this going on after Read more…

  This blog was published in August, 2012. I have been in a social coma for over 2 years, trying to make myself a better man. Trying to overcome some obvious deficiencies. It just sucks that as I stop doing Read more…